Life on the fast lane 2

Dont panic! Your not seeing double vision here. yes ...i know its the same tittle...its a continuation bro, chilled out! Yesterday..i was complaining bout life on the fast lane. Today i think i'm going to explain the "life on the fast lane" in my own term.

My boss anouncing that we will be receiving the LA for our next project, next month.(yea..! that means another additional 1 month bonus for the year)...That was the good news. Then comes the BAD news " My dear XXXXXX, i want you to lead the team for this project, its your field"...Ok..ok i heard you say, "how bad can it be when you're handling a project that is still in the boundary of your knowledge, besides its a good starting point to gain experinece n knowledge".

But pardon me, almost 80% of the inquiries that come in or future bussiness plan that had been map up involves me and my opinion.Thats mean , extra files to bring back every saturday afternoon. Huh! !!!!!!

I can still recall my boss saying " i want to allocate alittle of my workload, so i can reduce my travel frequency! I'm missing out on my baby's life"..I wish to tell my boss now " boss i 've yet to have kids but i'm planning to have one in 2 years time....BUT i've yet to meet my future baby's daddy!"

i've always complaining how time seem to fly thesedays. Wake up n go to work, meeting...meetings and more meetings, sitting in your cubicle , staring at the monitor...then suddenly..waaalahh...its already 5.30.Then rush myself...coz i need to be "there" by 8, i reallized i didnt memorize my "hafazan"...Hmmmm that's it...i'm screwed ..again!

Sometimes, i love to look at the world, looking at other peoples life...how's everything move like it is in a fast forward motion.How their scheduled are pack with " god knows what" activities! How everything have to be either "fast' or "quick".....Fast food, quick drive, quick chat even fast love! . And i'm thinking....hey this second...happens only once in yourlife time....and what did i do about it?.....The answer..."Nothing important!, Does it matter?"

To me... yes it does, but like the rest of us, i was and still neglecting the essence of time just bcz i'm busy chasing for the 'time' of the future,where the thruth is, when the expected "time" arrived, we are still going to do "nothing important". I wish i can just lay back n chill out n live life in the slow motion but this is how things work here, in this concrete jungle. Life on the fast lane, is sometimes fun, its like doing 170 or more on the freeway. its was fun for the adrenalin rush but once you hit the devider...you'r doom!

So sometimes i just love to watch the city from the highest peak that i manage to find, watching the neons flickering from afar, as if as the whole things suddenly came to a stand still. This is my "R&R" from the fast lane. so that i can take a break, recharge and ready for another round of this crazy life ....in order for me to "joie de vivre".


ADIOS PEOPLE.....

******* KORORO*****8

Life on the fast lane

Hi there........it's been a while since my last post. Sorry...but i've been busy.....Infact " sorry...! i've been busy" is the most uttered sentences that come out of my less than pouty lips.But its true, with my new job which is fun but demanding ( which i hate and love it at the same time), extra responsibilities ( thank god my "baby" due next week!)and totally new life to manage.

And i'm complaining, and will keep on complaining, not because i hate things around me...but just because i love to complain and mumble bout things in my own mumbo jumbo words. Hahahahah.......as weird as i may sound but it just a way that i know that my mind are working properly. Besides, i think this is the way to live your life on the fast lane.

U wake up...than u complain bout the back ache (coz the matress is not good enough or bcz u need new pillow) and the headache (coz u think u lack of sleep). Then comes the chill tap water, the " just wear this last week" outfit!The slow lift...even slower driver right infront of you....bla..bla..bla....the list go on untill late at nite when u are about to sleep...u still murmured to yourself silently.." gosh! i had a rough day at work@ class@ gathering.....n i really need a full body massage!". u wake up the next morning and the same cycle again.

Life on the fast lane, is fun some times, but on a daily basis, i have to reconsider. But its not that i have any other option, i was force due to my commitment, my desires and my dreams of greater things to come.Which means i have to sustain this for afew more years.Besides i dont know what to do everytime i hit the 4th day of my holidays. My brain's neuron seems to stop growing everytime i lay down , locked myself in my room( coz i try to avoid to listen to my aunty A, auntyB and Aunty C boasting bout their kids, my cousin X, Y n Z) and do nothing but stared at the ceiling.

Well... seems like i dont have any other choice rite but to remain as the mumbling drama queen.Dont worry...its only for temporary, once i've decided to settle down n go slow with life, i'll impress every one with my angelic status ( hahahahahhah.....i wish!)

K...got to go...another monday morning meeting to attend. haaaaa...how i hate monday morning!...but i love my self!

******KORORO*****