YOU and i collide

It is another day, when i feel like standing on the top of the highest tower, watching the sun set, passing by.But with the different view n perspective bout life, love & lived your life.Feel so nice when you can feel the wind touches your skin n it feels even better the moment i step out of my own life just to see the world n life itself.

What am i talking about?. I heard you say. But i'm glad that i took the right turn.And i'm blessed that life have start to take the shape, as i want life to.Sure, i've took a few wrong turns last time n endup in such a mess where i though i could never found the way out. Just when i thought i've lost my last hope and my courage are breaking, HE took me under HIS wing.
Showing me the other side of life,the side in which i purposely avoid thru the whole duration of my journey. Life was easy back then ..... but meaningless.Life was great back then....but something is missing.

I found myself scared, confused and tanggled with the fact that He've taken me into his arm,can't bring myself at ease.I'm scared to know that i'm always in His mind. Keep asking " why did u choose me?". Still the question remained unanswered.But everywhere i turn i found signs that He have chosen me. It was hard, it was difficult and it was scary at first. Coz i still love the old me, i still love being the crazy me...the irresponsible, selfish, hardheaded, strong willing me.I was and still is scared, out of my own judgement, i try to run away. But i know, i can run or hide but i may not escape from my destiny.

So now i choose to stop running, but i'll take baby steps till i fully grown, at the phased and speed that offer me comfort, no matter what other's told me on how i should actually run the show.I still trying to fit the old me into the new me so that i might not end up trying to choose between the two.

Thank you, for all this. And thank you, i know that YOU'll always be there for me and guide me, and although i still haven't found the answers for all the questions, i'm glad that out of the darkness that have clouded me and all the doubt that have filled my mind, i found YOU and I collided.


******KORORO*******